stock here: be careful what you listen too. Perhaps don’t even just listen to the radio, except periodically to see what is new. Just like listening to the TV in the background, is a dangerous form of “programming”. Here is one example “I was just a child”.
I searched for my title and came up with this nugget from 2014. Emotional manipulation and music
Lyrics There ain’t no gold In this river That I’ve been washing my hands in forever I know there is hope In these waters But I can’t bring myself to swim When I am drowning In this silence baby let me in Go easy on me baby I was still a child Didn’t get the chance to Feel the world around me I had no time to choose What I chose to do So go easy on me There ain’t no room For things to change When we are both so deeply Stuck in our ways You can’t deny how hard I have tried I changed who I was To put you both first But now I give up I had good intentions And the highest hopes But I know right now It probably doesn’t even show